This week it appears I have got my mojo back! Or obtained some mojo from somewhere; either way it’s brilliant and I’m not complaining! I’ve felt more energised and involved in my work, and have also had the motivation to try out new workout experiences AND meditation the last couple of nights!
I realised that 30 day challenges, although a guaranteed way of getting fit if followed properly, are not for me. I can’t commit to doing it daily (which isn’t too bad) but I just put too much pressure on myself and so have decided to go my own way rather than follow someone else’s plan.
Last night, 6 months after purchasing them, I tried out a 10 minute kettlebell workout on YouTube. I was amazed how hard I worked in that short time, and was feeling the after effects for most of the day today. So this evening I decided to try Yoga, thinking it might be a bit more on the relaxing side and maybe do something to relieve my hard-worked muscles. Again, I searched for a beginner 10 minute video and boy was I wrong… my heart rate was going and some of the moves were quite difficult. Needless to say it was not the relaxing, gentle experience I was hoping for! But did I enjoy it? Yes! Will definitely be doing more!
Since finishing Sons of Anarchy, I definitely feel at a bit of a loss of what to do in the evening. I am still playing the Witcher 3 after almost a year but I don’t want to spend every night in front of the TV, I want to do things that are going to make me feel good and be good for me in the long run. And in addition, tonight I decided to undertake a Mindfulness meditation and ask husband very nicely to be on small person alert so I could be uninterrupted, and hopefully not fall asleep.
I can totally see why people do this. It was only short – again 10 mins as I don’t want to overwhelm myself and it’s been a while – but to perform a proper, mindful meditation felt like my mind was having a lovely hot bubble bath with a Lush bath bomb. I didn’t want it to end, so must be a good sign! The night is still young, so I might be totally rock n roll and get into my jamas and read my book in bed.